November 12th, 2001



ok i'm scared now. i just checked my voicemail, and there was a message from my mom. she said she was just calling to say hi and ask how i was doing cuz she hasnt heard from me for awhile, and to ask what i thought of the latest from linkin park.
the most current music my mom ever voluntarily listens to is jefferson airplane. what hte hell is she doing asking about linkin park?! or knowing about linkin park?!
for the record, i enjoy the latest from linkin park.
  • Current Music
    Live - Deep Enough (acoustic)

i meant to do this earlier but forgot

Nice guys finish last
You're running out of gas
Your sympathy will get you left behind

Sometimes you're at your best
When you look the worst

Do you feel washed up
Like piss going down the drain

Pressure cooker pick my brain and tell me I'm insane
I'm so fucking happy I could cry
Every joke can have it's truth and now the joke's on you
I never knew you were such a funny guy

Oh nice guys finish last
When you are the outcast
Don't pat yourself on the back
You might break your spine

Living on command
You're shaking lots of hands
Kissing up and bleeding all your trust
Taking what you need
Bite the hand that feeds
You kill your memory

--green day, nice guys finish last
  • Current Music
    Mr. Bungle - Ma Meeshka Mow Skwoz

cept for needing peace and quiet, that's pretty accurate, actually

You are tending to pursue your objectives with concentrated intensity and it would seem that whatever obstacles may come into your path - you will stick to your guns and will not allow yourself to be deflected from your purpose. You are striving to achieve recognition and what is more - you deserve it

You need an atmosphere of peace and quiet and you would like to share a bond of understanding with the "right person" ... you have the belief that with the right person, your stress and anxiety could be minimised ...

You are a dreamer .. and you seek perfection in any relationship that you may establish. Some of your ideas and standards are over the top... so it may be a good idea to review your perception of life and accept people for what they are - not for what you would like them to be.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others. You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You don't like authority and you rebel against all forms of limitation. You are your own person and you intend to stay that way .. and to get on in the world simply by your hard work and determination.
  • Current Music
    Linkin Park - In The End