April 29th, 2002

victory!

butchy is in quotation marks and don't you forget it!

"we shall both be destroyed. all that is left us is suffering as great as our love has been." --heloise

spaceghost has an at&t ad now! bad wrong no bad no!


Congratulations on being the creator of a new
Evil Plan (tm)!

Your objective is simple: Soul Accumulation.

Your motive is a little bit more complex: Love (Yes, it works)

Stage One
To begin your plan, you must first assassinate a young helpless child. This will cause the world to sit up and take notice, stunned by your arrival. Who is this evil genius? Where did they come from? And why do they look so good in a corporate suit?


Stage Two
Next, you will seize control of the Moon (ooh, tides!). This will cause countless hordes of hired goons to flock to you, begging to do your every bidding. Your name will become synonymous with fuzzy bunnies, as lesser men whisper your name in terror.


Stage Three
Finally, you will unleash your armies of destruction, bringing about something that\'s really metal. This will all be done from a Amusement Park, an excellent choice if we might say.

These three deeds will herald the end, and the citizens of this planet will have no choice but to elect you their new god.

Trust us, it'll all come together in the end.
  • Current Music
    Freddie Mercury - Queen+Greatest Hits III(99) - - living on my own (remix)
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i feel so stressed. soooo stressed. i dont even know why really. i mean, i have a 3 pg paper due tomorrow. tomorrow! i can write 3 pgs in an hour if need be (and i think i did, last time). then i have a buncha huge stuff, but that's not due for 2 weeks. granted, i won't do any of that until the night before, and then i'll kill myself, but the point is it's not due for 2 weeks and i feel like i just drank battery acid. what the fuck.

i know people with problems. they have reasons to be stressed. i dont have shit. i have inconvenient luxuries.

i am absolutely terrified. i'm going to fuck everything up. or already have. or something.

i want to break down. i want to throw a big kickign screaming hysterical crying and be sent home to recuperate fit. and it would feel soooo good, because i am just a big ball of repressed silent sitting here calm and i'm going to post this and read more of abelard and heloise so i can write my paper and i'll go to class and laugh at my friends' bad jokes and come back here and seeth and i can't even punch the walls because the walls here are made of fucking paper and i'd go right thru so i'll just sit here and read people's journals and maybe go online and my computer will crash forty fucking times and it's only a matter of time until it stops working altogether and then i'm just screwed. without my computer i'd just watch tv all day and that's even more lonely. even when i'm with people i'm lonely

shoot me in the head
  • Current Music
    Stone Temple Pilots - Sour Girl (Rare, live acoustic)
victory!

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so i just called the unh counsellling place. apt for wednesday (at 11am. jerks won't let me sleep). couldn't hurt, right? maybe they'll prescribe me some vodka and heroin, that'd be nice

sorry mom
  • Current Music
    Led Zeppelin - Led Zeppelin II - 4 - Thank You
victory!

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hell with counseling, i can just listen to this song forever
now the problem is, how to never stop listening to it

hey you! hmph, so i go to all the trouble of wasting tripod's bandwidth and server space and i assume breaking various laws, to post this song up for your enjoyments. and no one even says if they liked the song or not

further note: do not just clickthru. right click and save it. yay! (assuming you're not using a mac. then you're on your own, weirdo)
victory!

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the christian philosopher origen castrated himself, so he woudln't be distracted from his studies.

maybe that's not such a bad idea
  • Current Music
    Kansas -Dust In The Wind
victory!

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what the fuck ya gonna do with the rest of your life?


i put in some new userpics.
4 songsantiheddancing kingvanilla icecollege
well, one's a rerun. whoo.

update: o man, the head looks so creepy with a black background.
  • Current Music
    Life of Agony - Soul Searching Sun - - Heroin Dreams
victory!

fermented squid guts

so i feel a lot better now. the question which presents itself- did i just spend an afternoon avoiding my problems and therefore deluding myself into a good mood, or was the problem itself deluded and i'm more rational now?
i don't think there's any way to tell, really.
  • Current Music
    Life of Agony - Soul Searching Sun - - Heroin Dreams