May 11th, 2002

victory!

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i can't concentrate. at all. this is very baaaaaaaaaad. i have SO MUCH to do this weekend. tonite i need to at least get my victorian lit stuff done and the notes for my american lit final. at the LEAST. that's assuming i can write 20 pgs over the next 2 days if i have the notes for them already.
which i can, but it'll suck.
but i can't CONCENTRATE. i can't THINK. i can't fucking do anything. i've been sitting here for almost 4 hours. all i have to do is fucking EDIT a paper, and i've barely looked at it.
help
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zombie penguin

this is a spectacular definition

idyll

n 1: an episode of such pastoral or romantic charm as to qualify as the subject of a poetic idyll
-dictionary.com
so an idyll is something you can write an idyll about? the hell you say!
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victory!

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Thy soul I know not from thy body, nor
Thee from myself, neither our love from God.
-Dante Rosetti

Not as she is, but was when hope shone bright:
Not as she is, but as she fills his dream.
-Christina Rosetti
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victory!

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fuckin bouncy house.... can't breathe.... o man.....

how can being bounced up and down be so tiring? i was in there a few minutes, and my head was swimming. being in shape rules
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victory!

7

astrangerworld = fuckin rocktacular

sunny day. smiles everywhere. i'm finally getting stuff done. oh my oh my.

on another note, my aunt just informed me that i have to do well on finals because my name is biblical. whee!
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victory!

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tell your leaders love is in town
to turn this whole thing upside down
i can't take it anymore


O, let the solid ground
Not fail beneath my feet
Before my life has found
What some have found so sweet!
Then let come what come may,
What matter if I go mad,
I shall have had my day.

Let the sweet heavens endure,
Not close and darken above me
Before I am quite quite sure
That there is one to love me!
Then let come what come may
To a life that has been so sad,
I shall have had my day.
-Tennyson, Maud
for the record, the narrator of maud is quite insane. and that dante rossetti quote from earlier, he said that as a lament not a declaration of love. if i've taken anything from my victorian lit class, it's how warped our views of love and how it's supposed to be are, and how scarily important it is to us. creepy psycho stalkers are the perfectly logical end-result of petrarchan love, whcih is one of the bases of what our culture sees as romantic
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