September 11th, 2003



word up, thugs. until such time as we have phone at the mansion, we will be using my cell phone. it's not a normal one with calling plans and crap; my mom got it for me awhile ago for when i crash and die on the highway at 3am and stuff like that- it's one of those pre-pay kind where you buy minutes and yeah.
aaanyway, so you can call us at 289-2462. usually it's not on, cuz i forget to turn it on, but you can leave messages and i'll get those, i usually check in teh morning. for now it lives at home so the roomies can make calls and stuff, but once we get a phone line, i am going to be carrying it around like a normal cellphone, as an experiment. maybe i'll like it, maybe not.
so yeah. in conclusion: call us all the time and leave fun messages.
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    get here so we can go eat!

dream baby

i have been having fucked up dreams lately. like since school started. last night i had two seperate dreams (i have also been waking up early morning, around 8ish, lately, tehn going back to sleep) about me attempting suicide. not actually doing it, but like in the dream i just had attempted recently and people are treating me weird and i feel really ashamed of it.
to be clear, i'm not suicidal (consciously?). it seems weird that both dreams started right after i had failed at it; i dunno what that means. if anything.
i also had a dream last night (this may have been one of the other two, i can't really remember) where i was killing people and stealing their souls with these little magic cigarette lighter things. and i felt really really guilty about it. so i killed two bad people who were doing it with me and ran off. i was lost in my aunt's house somewhere (which is quite big, but not as much as in the dream). oh, and i was doing the killing/stealing FOR my family; only not my real family, it was like the addams family only way evil-er.
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alien chest burst


i keep thinking i have stuff to say, but i get to this here update page and draw a blank. i've been doing that lately, i have all this random funny stuff happen to me and i'm like 'ooh, gotta tell people about that' and then i instantly forget it. i feel so uninteresting lately; i never have anything to talk about. though that's nothing new. ah well.
i just made a post about having nothing to post about. shit. okay i owe you guys something funny now: this kid shane that i met today is gonna be staying with us for a few nights apparently. lee, you know him. i guess last year he got wicked drunk (in englehardt no less [the chem-free dorm]) and peed all over some random girl. or the girl claimed he did, or something. i didn't get the whole story. also, he walked from CT to NH over the course of 3 rainy days. so he should be interesting to have around. hey, the phone's ringing! wtf i'm in the aegis office, our phone never rings! oh it's from next door, nevermind. stupid cubicles.
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    someone in TNH coughing