why doesn't bittorrent have torrent downloads of their own software? that was freaking slow
i have completely lost my alcohol tolerance the past few months, i don't know why. i wasn't a champ or anything, before, but i could hold my own. lately it's just gone though; i have a couple drinks and i'm rolling around. or in the case of thursday, throwing up like 4 times over the course of the night, off of THREE glasses of wine (from a box!). ah well. i guess i am now a much cheaper date.
i always thought fear of commitment was the one thing i did not have to worry about. maybe that's because i never had any to fear before. of course, sometimes fears really are grounded. i'm so afraid that i am here for bad reasons. but even if i am, if i'm not just insecure, i'm not sure that is reason to do anything new. i want to save my sweetness, but for what? for who?
i did something to my head today. i was at the comp lab when suddenly (suddenly! like i didnt realize it was going to happen til it was halfway done) i got this huge violent phlegmy coughing fit. i had to try really hard to stop coughing long enough to walk down the hall to the water fountain, and the right side of my head throbbed. mostly in the eye and the back of the head where it meets the neck. now whenever i cough it hurts there.