so many people have walked away, walked off, gone home for the night, whatever, and i never said wait. i never asked them, told them, please wait. well sometimes i did, but not enough, not.. i don't know. not for real enough. i always wanted to, every time, i promise you. i always wanted you to stay, wanted to say a little more. wanted to say hello. this is to everyone. this is to that pretty girl at the mall today who smiled at me, this is to kitty, this is to everyone i liked and never told. everyone. i wish you'd waited. i wish i'd asked you to.