November 14th, 2006

penalty

to expound

i endlessly pore over every importantish (and many unimportantish) thought/feeling i have, poking at them from various angles to see if anything pops, if anything doesn't stand up. it can get very tiring, this honesty, not to mention annoying. not to mention it's not honesty to begin with. i suppose obsessing over myself is better than endlessly washing my hands or checking if the stove is still on, right? though it does make it easier to avoid actually choosing and deciding and embracing something.

in way awesomer news, some guy's cellphone just went off, and his ring is a very panicked cry of AUGHHHHHHHHHHHH KELLY CLARKSON!! this went off like 3 times before he got to it. i need to start making technology yell stupid shit at me. riley's computer used to call him a dirty boy and suggest a sexy shower every time he got email. mine just goes bloop.
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    AUGHHHHHHHHHHHH KELLY CLARKSON!!