November 17th, 2009

scared eye


i totally got called out yesterday.

andres: *something about going to see meteors*
me: oh, cool!
andres: ... that was an invitation.

i am hugely self-conscious of not imposing myself on people. also, you are all very scary to me, especially if you seem confident. i feel like at some point my emotional development just stalled. shouldn't i have gotten over this at some point?
i feel like i've posted this same basic thought 4567 times, but oh well you can read it once more.

by the by, we saw no meteors.