not to say i'm so wonderful, but simply that there is no good reason to not be outgoing, to not act how you wish you would. i'ts stupid for ANYone to be otherwise. it is really pointlessly annoying and miserable, and you miss out on a lot of opportunities
knowing this, of course, does not make me any less afraid of everyone. just makes me aware of my stupidity in giving in to it as i do. good for me.