August 10th, 2002
|04:09 am - i am quixotic in the worst possible sense. i attempt things only once they become impossible.|i am an illogical asshole. mainly to myself, but eventually it either washes over to other people or i get miserable for awhile. fuck.
this journal is fucking stupid. maybe i'll start making everything private and exclude you all. i didn't start this to find another way to chat with people. but private posts are stupid and private journals are stupid and being nice is stupid and being vague is stupid and being nonconfrontational is stupid and i wish i had someone to talk to.
it's not you, it's me.
"a friend likes someone who i might possibly have liked in the future" is quite possibly the stupidest reason ever to be depressed. it's funny how often it gets me though
np: kicked in the head - Cannonball
dont be a sad panda ::pouts:: its okay? you should call me again...::kishes:: xo
|Date:||August 10th, 2002 09:42 am (UTC)|| |
|Date:||August 12th, 2002 02:09 am (UTC)|| |
the panda is upfront. however, that sort of response would be best followed by "::punches you in the arm::" or somesuch.
knowing him, a punch in the balls is more likely