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December 23rd, 2002

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07:00 pm - don't even bother reading this
oh that is just fucking spectacular. oh great. happy. yeah. WHST THTE FUjhabvaa

okay i cant type now. anyway--- so this is pretty damn spurious right now. but on the flimsy chance that i'm right, i think i will be INTENSELY BITTER. god damn it. i swear she just appears every so often to ruin my life. wtf?? i wish it was intentional so i could say fuck off and forget about it. but no. we hang out. we have fun. it's good. and then she vanishes and is IMPOSSIBLE AND FUCKEHGFEIHGEHGKUEWGF and i dont understand. she only talks to me when she needs something. i dont know why she doesnt care. or maybe i do, maybe i got weird, i cant even tell. ohhh hateful life. oh. i'm sick of people just not caring; i know i have good friends, i should just suck it up. but god damn it no! i want her to like me the way i like her, or at least to like me at all. a friend. i think ive earned more than being a goddamn manservant.

ah drama. i shoot myself in the head
state: @#$%#^%#^%
np: system of a down - thetawaves

(11 shots upside the head | en garde!)

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From:rain19
Date:December 23rd, 2002 05:00 pm (UTC)
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*hugs*
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From:kingnixon
Date:December 23rd, 2002 05:36 pm (UTC)
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thank you
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From:amyawesome
Date:December 23rd, 2002 06:02 pm (UTC)
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you're amazing. don't let anyone forget it
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From:kingnixon
Date:December 24th, 2002 12:59 am (UTC)
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you'll have to come remind them for me; i've forgotten it myself. of course, the same could be said for you.
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From:amyawesome
Date:December 24th, 2002 11:34 am (UTC)

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not at all. no turning this around, sonny.
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From:kingnixon
Date:December 25th, 2002 12:28 am (UTC)
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too late, it is turned around.
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From:amyawesome
Date:December 25th, 2002 07:09 am (UTC)

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OH YOU DIDN'T!
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From:bleedingmustard
Date:December 24th, 2002 03:24 pm (UTC)
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it was nice meeting you this semester. i am glad we are pals. buck up little camper, don't be sad. cheer up and don't let the girls get you down. your friends still <3 you!
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From:kingnixon
Date:December 25th, 2002 12:22 am (UTC)
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i'm glad we're pals too. friday was a lotta fun, with you and casey. a good send-off to school
you know, youre the 2nd friend ive made through jess. i should give her a prize.

tho i do hate you cuz you won't tell me what your big exciting happy thing was on friday. jerk.
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From:zombeer
Date:December 27th, 2002 07:11 pm (UTC)
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"good evening master" -manservant heccubus KIDS IN THE HALL

she sounds evil. do i know her? if i do, then i shall be forced to smash/crush/destroy
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From:kingnixon
Date:December 27th, 2002 08:59 pm (UTC)
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i can't believe you quoted kith and my friend mel didnt. she's obsessed. good job, mister steve.

no you dont know her

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