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March 24th, 2003

03:41 pm
i propose a toast
to my self control
you see it crawling helpless on the floor

want to try something interesting? i was doing this in the library today. try looking at people how someone in love with them woudl see them. imagine you've spent hours tracing the curve of her throat, or the furrow of his brow, how intimate every movement is. everyone is so beautiful

on a similar note, i remember a period last year when i found eyes intensely creepy. little balls of gelled water stuck in the middle of your head that quite clearly do not belong there. that was strange

in other news, jess just walked by my room. on the way past, she says "that's a good idea, dan". after a momen of confusion, i yell after her "what is?" but i dont think she heard me. so i'm glad she approves of me reading the survey in amy's journal whilst scratching my back
state: sedated. i think there was something in my soup
np: Morphine - Cure For Pain - 9 - Cure For Pain

(17 shots upside the head | en garde!)

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From:	candy_angel
Date:	March 24th, 2003 01:21 pm (UTC)

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you are just FULL of good ideas, apparently.

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From:	kingnixon
Date:	March 24th, 2003 02:03 pm (UTC)

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good ideas and peanut butter

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From:	candy_angel
Date:	March 24th, 2003 02:16 pm (UTC)

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From:	ex_gleam379
Date:	March 24th, 2003 01:38 pm (UTC)

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thanks bunches for making me grossed out by other ppl's eyes more than i already am.

grrrr! :op

plus, that thing you said you did in the library? i've done that before, whilst bored in class. i do fucking insane things while i'm bored in class. my mind drifts way too much.

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From:	kingnixon
Date:	March 24th, 2003 02:02 pm (UTC)

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as long as you like the good eyes :]

heh apparently. you should spend more time pretending i'm watching you from afar

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From:	ex_gleam379
Date:	March 24th, 2003 04:44 pm (UTC)

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i like good eye colors but now you've just totally turned me off to the idea of eyes in general. i already hated them. ickkk.

if you think everyone is beautiful then it's not special when you tell one person that they are.

i know what you're saying, though.

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From:	kingnixon
Date:	March 25th, 2003 05:15 am (UTC)

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but for them, i only see it by imagining feelings that arent there..

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From:	ex_gleam379
Date:	March 25th, 2003 12:11 pm (UTC)

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you know what i mean...

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From:	kingnixon
Date:	March 25th, 2003 05:40 pm (UTC)

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i see what you mean, but i think you're wrong. it doesn't make it any less special. i'm just saying that everyone has the potential to be beautiful (and i like to think everyone always has someone who does think so, but that's fluff) as viewed from a certain mindset, which i can try to see from. that's not at all the same as actually seeing someone to be beautiful and feeling that and knowing that, intrinsically, where it just is.

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From:	ex_gleam379
Date:	March 25th, 2003 05:55 pm (UTC)

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i agree, i wasn't saying otherwise.

forget it....

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From:	kingnixon
Date:	March 25th, 2003 06:05 pm (UTC)

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we've been doing a lot of talking across each other lately

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From:	ex_gleam379
Date:	March 25th, 2003 06:21 pm (UTC)

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'tis what we do best.

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From:	kingnixon
Date:	March 25th, 2003 11:22 pm (UTC)

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we didnt used to

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From:	ex_gleam379
Date:	March 26th, 2003 05:34 am (UTC)

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everything you say is so fatalist-like.

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From:	kingnixon
Date:	March 26th, 2003 12:13 pm (UTC)

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what do you mean?

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From:	ex_gleam379
Date:	March 26th, 2003 08:39 pm (UTC)

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it's just all sad and like final. i dunno how to explain

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From:	mandapannda
Date:	March 24th, 2003 04:20 pm (UTC)

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