to my self control
you see it crawling helpless on the floor
want to try something interesting? i was doing this in the library today. try looking at people how someone in love with them woudl see them. imagine you've spent hours tracing the curve of her throat, or the furrow of his brow, how intimate every movement is. everyone is so beautiful
on a similar note, i remember a period last year when i found eyes intensely creepy. little balls of gelled water stuck in the middle of your head that quite clearly do not belong there. that was strange
in other news, jess just walked by my room. on the way past, she says "that's a good idea, dan". after a momen of confusion, i yell after her "what is?" but i dont think she heard me. so i'm glad she approves of me reading the survey in amy's journal whilst scratching my back
