and i know in a couple days this will all be talked out and irrelevent like everything else i think, which almost makes it worse. this matters, even if i dont know how to say why. i never laughed when you were upset no matter what i thought of your reasons
what a stupid fucking birthday. i always have shitty birthdays. no, thats not true, they usually start out okay. but they end shitty. kinda like every other day. but at least i waited around all fucking night trying to find someone to go out and have fun with on my first night of official adulthood and coudlnt find a damn soul and the people who'd said they would didnt turn up til the middle of the damn night, and at least my room is infested AGAIN, and at least several people are steadily losing their luster which is really depressing if not unexpected.
Ya didn't do what I say today
24 hours of no wishing well
Now 365 days I'm in hell, oh well
Happy Birthday to me