April 17th, 2003
i never wanted anything
the way i wanted you that night
hey the other day i finally found out what "a stitch in time saves nine" means. i could never figure it out because i thought it literally meant stitching time in some fashion. but no, 'in time' like 'in the nick of time'. word. i'd been wondering about that for a long time
wednesday i was sitting here feeling antsy. i didn't know what to do but i wanted to get out. lauri suggested i go climbing. there's nowhere good for that nearby that i know of, but i decided to go climb a tree instead. it was very nice, i think i'll do that more often. and a bunch of people went by, it was fun to confuse everyone by saying hi from way over their heads. the tree is right in front of vanessa's window so we talked awhile
i almost had a lucid dream last night, but then i ended up in a video game instead. go figure. jon was in the dream, and he was oddly sentient. i also woke up at 6:30am for unmentioned reasons (i'm stupid) and could not get back to sleep for the life of me. that sucked
tonite i went to the annual passover seder at my aunt's house. you know it just occured to me, after telling people this all day, that i have been referring to it as my aunt's house despite my uncle being there too. and presumably he paid for the thing, so if i was to single either of them out.. hmm. i suppose it's just that she has a much more forceful personality. by which i mean she has the crazy. but that's okay, we all do. it was nice to see everyone. the actual seder was boring and kinda aggravating as always, but the food was good. and there was major debate over iraq. i think i was the least informed person there, i felt kinda inadequate. tho i think i'm doing better than sally, whose entire contribution - which she repeated over and over - was that now that we've taken iraq we should bomb the hell out of syria. my mom said something about that being a nazi sort of idea, which thankfully she did not hear or there would have been xxxtreme death immediately after.
apparenlty the unh operator has me listed as danielle.
np: Bif Naked - I Bificus - - Anything
\Sen"ti*ent\, n. One who has the faculty of perception; a sentient being.
he perceived being a dreamjon and not a realjon before even the dreamdan realized it.