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September 11th, 2003


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05:33 pm - dream baby
i have been having fucked up dreams lately. like since school started. last night i had two seperate dreams (i have also been waking up early morning, around 8ish, lately, tehn going back to sleep) about me attempting suicide. not actually doing it, but like in the dream i just had attempted recently and people are treating me weird and i feel really ashamed of it.
to be clear, i'm not suicidal (consciously?). it seems weird that both dreams started right after i had failed at it; i dunno what that means. if anything.
i also had a dream last night (this may have been one of the other two, i can't really remember) where i was killing people and stealing their souls with these little magic cigarette lighter things. and i felt really really guilty about it. so i killed two bad people who were doing it with me and ran off. i was lost in my aunt's house somewhere (which is quite big, but not as much as in the dream). oh, and i was doing the killing/stealing FOR my family; only not my real family, it was like the addams family only way evil-er.
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(7 shots upside the head | en garde!)

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From:ramonesbrat
Date:September 11th, 2003 05:21 pm (UTC)
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You better not be fucking suicidal.
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From:kingnixon
Date:September 11th, 2003 06:43 pm (UTC)
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i'm not! that's why it's so weird, i don't know where this is coming from
From:ramonesbrat
Date:September 11th, 2003 06:49 pm (UTC)
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Listen to me:

YOU BETTER NOT FUCKING BE.
From:mandapannda
Date:September 11th, 2003 06:29 pm (UTC)
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According to my dream book killing/suicidal dreams denote soon to come failure in one's life. I hope this is not true.
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From:kingnixon
Date:September 11th, 2003 06:44 pm (UTC)
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i hope not too..
thanks for looking it up
From:ramonesbrat
Date:September 11th, 2003 06:50 pm (UTC)
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In my book it says that it means you're gonna tap some fine ass!
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From:kingnixon
Date:September 11th, 2003 06:56 pm (UTC)
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woah, your book is way better!

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