January 9th, 2004
|06:16 am - today. better. ok.|
those of you who had imaginary friends as a child, tell me about them. did you really believe they were there? did you really see/hear them? how did this work? i never had one (that i remember) so i wonder
i dunno, sometimes i'm all libertarian freedom for all, then sometimes i think most poeple are stupid and should have their lives run for them, and then sometimes people just need a net sometimes. i am definitely intrigued by this though, i want to see how it goes
BujinkinOi (2:35:44 AM): I think I can be very smart, articulate, and put together a well formulated arguement. In fact, in a "court" setting, where everyone I know would be a lawyer... I am fairly certain I could out think/argue/talk whatever anyone else
BujinkinOi (2:35:56 AM): w/the exception
BujinkinOi (2:35:56 AM): of you
BujinkinOi (2:36:11 AM): you're the only person, where all things being equally... and we each had prepared, would destroy me.
King Nixon (2:37:26 AM): if the court setting was on IM or email or something, perhaps. but in real life you would eat me alive. i can't think on my feet
BujinkinOi (2:38:29 AM): haha that's not true
King Nixon (2:39:05 AM): oh it is
BujinkinOi (2:39:06 AM): I mean.... I've argued a lot of things w/you in the past totally unprepared and you've proven your point very well... and I think that if we re-ran the same debates, w/full preparation, it'd be a similiar outcome.
BujinkinOi (2:39:27 AM): and I have no problem admitting that, nor do I think I am any stupider because of it. lol
BujinkinOi (2:39:54 AM): I think you'd make a helluva of a whatever debates, argues, proves points, and articulates complex thoughts and theories
King Nixon (2:41:08 AM): hmm. maybe, i dunno. i suppose sometimes i can, but i know most of the times i can think of when i am talking to people, like a serious conversation, in my head i have all these great points i want to make and when i try to talk i babble and everything comes out a mess
BujinkinOi (2:41:28 AM): I dunno man, I've never seen that
King Nixon (2:43:27 AM): i have. or maybe it's just hte way i see myself, i don't know
King Nixon (3:06:39 AM): failing a task doesnt bother me. i fear failing people, or disapointing them
and earlier i was talkin to desiree about independence. i tend to go and do things on my own, or wander off from groups. it's lonely, but it works. i'm afraid to need people who don't need me back. also, i don't want to seem creepy/clingy. so i do the opposite. woo. there is probably a better method than this
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|Date:||January 9th, 2004 07:10 am (UTC)|| |
job for you!!!!!!!
you should be a lobbyist. a girl in my philosophy class was going to go do that when she graduated, which was in december and she said that basically you argue and try to convince other people that they should vote your way. so this is what you should do with your life.
|Date:||January 16th, 2004 02:48 am (UTC)|| |
Re: job for you!!!!!!!
i don't think i could handle a life of politics. i would freak out
I just wanted someone to talk to. I never saw anyone or really thought they were there, I just was bored and lonely
|Date:||January 16th, 2004 02:47 am (UTC)|| |
Re: first question
so you made up someone and talked to them, but didn't really think they were there? interesting
I still do it sometimes. but I call it daydreaming now and don't talk out loud.
did you REALLY think she existed, though? or was she just someone to blame when you made a mess?
ps: russia is an awesome name for a friend