January 20th, 2005
i realized today that there is no one i am really into, right now. no one for me to be super crushed out on and obsess over. i can't remember the last time that was true.
and for some reason, this really upsets me.
np: Alice in Chains - We Die Young (live in USA '93) - 11 - Love, Hate, Love
|Date:||January 21st, 2005 09:52 am (UTC)|| |
Wait, what happened to... her.
there's only so long one can be romantically persistant before it just gets creepy and sad. if she was gonna change her mind, i think she would've by now
which is not to say that, if she suddenly came around, i wouldn't be thrilled. i'm interested, but not interested, ya know?
that was very dramatically... written, btw
That's weird. Whenever I have an inkling of thinking that way about anyone, I strangle it to death swiftly and ruthlessly.
you should give it a shot sometime, it can be nice
Actually.... it's the result of giving it a shot sometime that causes me now to put it swiftly to death. I've never found anything "nice" about love so far in my life!
Well, no. Love is nice - in theory. It's relationships that are bullshit wrapped in a healthy coating of HELL.
What about the drama you told me about??
Don't worry Dan, your shiksa is out there <3
haha the drama pooped itself out, i guess
i think you are the only shiksa my mom will accept
I love how I only met your parents once but they were seemingly ready for us to get married or something. I must be some kind of awesome, huh.
|Date:||January 31st, 2005 03:02 am (UTC)|| |
repetition causes tension.
|Date:||January 22nd, 2005 03:59 am (UTC)|| |
you can have a crush on me, I'm Safely Unattainable and most incommunicado.
|Date:||January 22nd, 2005 04:00 am (UTC)|| |
mostly, even, but I couldn't be bothered writing it again and deleting, since you'd get two emails anyway, this seems like a better scheme.
pfffffft, like i couldn't get you!
|Date:||January 24th, 2005 12:44 am (UTC)|| |
It is rather like that, yes...
I mean, uh... snobbish indifference!
what happened to that mystery dude you liked and wouldnt tell me about?
well stop it! i want to know your secrets
Hey, do you mind if I add you...really like your journal.