wait no, i got off track. the thing i meant to say bothers me (though that does too) is simply that i'll never finish. anything. i'll never be able to sit back and say, okay there's nothing left to read about and learn about and understand and know. because really, that's what i like, that's why i waste hours on the internet. i'm absorbing as much of the world as possible, exploring every last atom i can reach for, but i will never get all of it. i will never Figure Things Out. even if the whole world stopped right this second, there's already too much to wrap yourself around, and everything is constantly expanding. we are each a single point of light shooting a cone of possibility into the future, and it is growing with every moment, so much faster than we could ever keep up with.
also, my favorite acronym to say out loud is WYSIWYG. wysiwyg! wysiwyg! never gets old, it don't.