October 3rd, 2005
|12:02 am - setbackupdate|
i've fallen into old patterns that i had hoped to drop in nh*. i'm still the lazy introverted hermit. i'll have to work on this. but for now, i take a shower and perhaps a short nap, then rock the paper route, then a longer nap, then work. having 2 jobs bites it.
*in hindsight, i have no idea why i moved. not that i regret it, i just lost track of the rationale.
state: disapointed and resigned
|Date:||October 3rd, 2005 07:08 am (UTC)|| |
i hope things get better, hun. xo
thank you. things aren't so bad though, i'm just disapointed in myself. i'll work it out
|Date:||October 3rd, 2005 09:06 am (UTC)|| |
i know the feeling.
you're my danny, i believe in you!
thank you! i believe in me too, it's just tough and i'm impatient
ever? quite possibly. but not just now. this wasn't a "i shoudln't have moved" post, at all.
it's good to know i have so much for me over there though
(thank you. it is sweet, isn't it?)
|Date:||October 3rd, 2005 11:07 am (UTC)|| |
You moved because you were stuck in a holding pattern with the same things, people, and stuff you'd been doing your whole life. You wanted different scenery. You wanted to find if different scenery made for a different Dan.
The Puritan calling your name?
oh yeah, all that. it turns out that i'm still the same dan, and all this different scenery and people still have the same society. dissapointing.
there are certainly things/people over there i miss, but i can't say the puritan is making the list so far..
|Date:||October 3rd, 2005 01:45 pm (UTC)|| |
it doesn't help having a hermit roommate who only goes out if it involves seeing two people.
eh, two more than me. on my seattle wanderings tonight, i was all "i'm gonna meet people and make friends!" and i hardly talked to anyone