|12:02 am - setbackupdate|
i've fallen into old patterns that i had hoped to drop in nh*. i'm still the lazy introverted hermit. i'll have to work on this. but for now, i take a shower and perhaps a short nap, then rock the paper route, then a longer nap, then work. having 2 jobs bites it.
*in hindsight, i have no idea why i moved. not that i regret it, i just lost track of the rationale.
state: disapointed and resigned