|01:47 am - eventually|
i hate when i have to do something eventually. for example, kate asked me if i could give her a ride back to her mom's tonight. certainly i can, it's no huge drive. when would she like to go? oh, whenever's good for you, dan.
well dammit, the whole night is good for me! how can i arbitrarily pick a time? there's no time i would rather go. at any particular moment, when i think "now?" the answer is "nah, i'd rather not go now. i'm comfy and warm now; i'm doing other things now; in a little bit." if kate had asked for a ride now instantly, or at midnight, or etc, then it would be so much easier.
np: stabilo - flawed design