|01:58 am - oh hello little pills|
sometimes i accidentally go off the zoloft for a spell - mostly by forgetfulness - and i realize how much it blunts my affect. i'm just generally more reactive/responsive, for good or bad, without it. things are funnier/happier/sadder/etc. zoloft mutes me. it's better than being miserable, so i'll roll with it, but i hope someday my baseline moves far enough into happiness that i can experience things properly.
unrelatedly, since starting law school i have been getting heartburn a lot. wtf is that about? i blame civ pro.
unrelatedlier, despite not being thrilled with the watchmen comics and finding the movie kind of annoying in the theater, i decided today it would be a great idea to watch the ultimate edition, which is freaking three and a half hours long. it's no masterpiece, but overall i really enjoyed it! go figure.
np: cap'n jazz - oh messy life