you know, it already starts to feel distant, everything that happened. life goes on. that's good, isn't it?
i mean, i don't want to be consumed by it - as i've seen in some people - i felt so drained tuesday, thinking about it all day, i just put it out of my mind. not to say i dont think of it or care now, but.. hmm.. i feel like i should be more concerned by it than i am
(blooddrive comes to unh the 17th, i'll be there. i wonder tho - i remember when i gave platelets, that they said it was much more important to do that than just give blood or plasma, cuz the supply of it is much smaller and the # of ppl who can give it is smaller as well. is that still true, does is the sudden huge demand for more blood outweigh that? perhaps i'll call the redcross and inquire)
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